I recall, as a little pupa-staged child, sitting in class, gestating in a catholic-school-uniform-cocoon, still years prior to sprouting wings – listening to the teacher tell us the secrets of life and death and the thereafter. I remember daydreaming, wishing that when my time came, I could instantly graduate from Heaven-bound soul to earth-bound angel. Maybe assigned to look out for folks, whatever; the important thing was that I’d get to come back, not have to leave for Heaven. Oh, paradise seemed all right, after a fashion, but it just wasn’t as precarious, as imperfect, as…precious as earth. I guess, at a young age, I realized that perfect was boring, was without as much meaning, and that a perfect heaven was just a hell of another zip code.
Random memory…
05 Monday Dec 2005
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I was listening to this song this weekend and it made me think of you, and this post just reminded me that I heard this song and it made me think of you…
“I Will Follow You Into The Dark ”
-Death Cab for Cutie
Love of mine some day you will die
But I’ll be close behind
I’ll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no’s on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
Catholic school is vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
“Son, fear is the heart of love”
So I never went back
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no’s on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes
Are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It’s nothing to cry about
Cause we’ll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no’s on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
I really, really like that.
I really, really like that.
I knew you would. 🙂
I knew you would. 🙂
I was listening to this song this weekend and it made me think of you, and this post just reminded me that I heard this song and it made me think of you…
“I Will Follow You Into The Dark ”
-Death Cab for Cutie
Love of mine some day you will die
But I’ll be close behind
I’ll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no’s on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
Catholic school is vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
“Son, fear is the heart of love”
So I never went back
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no’s on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes
Are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It’s nothing to cry about
Cause we’ll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no’s on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
Then I’ll follow you into the dark